no peace

ever since i came back from the hospital... i become weaker.
i have been sick for the last 1 week...
i know some thing are not within my control....
i duno how to do this... i going leave everything to the lord hand.
i think it was a upset news for everyone.
my heart is torn by this... i trying hard to recover... i have continues of nightmare... it lead to i can't sleep. i trying hard to adjust, i know i can do it.
god bless the family & my friends.